Oh kiss me beneath the milky twilight. Lead me out on the moonlit floor ♥

Friday, 9 May 2014

Why me? Why the pain?

Hey and Assalamualaikum.

It's been awhile, I know.

At this moment, 3.51 pm; 9th May 2014, I'm in a very very 'I-cant-even-think-about-the-suitable-word-for-the-pain-I've-gone-through-now'

Upset? Nope..

Sad? Nope..

Depressed? Nope..

I can't even think about it. It's just, I can't even smile for a bit. Seriously, this pain is killing me..

Why can't I be like her?

Why can't I have good brain like her's?

Why can't I have that power to do things the right way?

People may say ' Nah, you're a great person ' but the pain of already gave all of you and end-up failing is killing me. I need to be alone. I have to be alone. I want to be alone. huh....